Dangerous Girls Drag Me Into Danger

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Chapter 43.34 Saints and Mad Believers

Don't cut the blade through your throat, you can't breathe...it's blocked...

Not just this level.

If I had to say it, it felt like my life was about to end.

Looking down, it narrowed.

The body sank unconsciously, feeling that consciousness was going away...

I feel like I don't know where to go back to.

Ah, this is what it feels like to die...

Lord Bishop, I am going to return to the Lord, please accept me, accept your child...

"You came to this world with God's favor, Holy."

However, I have never felt that I am different from other people. Except that it can shine, it is a bit like a firefly. Maybe there is nothing special about it..

When I was in the orphanage, I didn't have a name, and no one thought I was strange. I worked with other people, worked--days, and then tucked into the bed when I got up.

-A person is in the quilt, condensing light in the palm of his hand.

Then inside the bed, the whole world was illuminated.

Looking at the light like this, I thought about the dawn or something, it would be nice if it didn't come.

In this case, I am the only one in the world who can shine, a very arrogant idea.

Then I was taken out of the orphanage not long after, and the person who took me away was the bishop who gave me the name 'Saint'.

But no one will call me by my name except the bishop.

The priests around me called me the Holy Maiden, and bowed before me with reverence, saying that I had great abilities and that I was chosen by God.

-At first I couldn't understand what they were saying or why they did it, but the nuns who took care of me would explain it to me patiently, then praised me and looked at me with admiration.

Ah, it turns out that my ability was given by God-sama, I can't help but begin to think so.

God-sama gave me such an ability, must be to make the world a better place.

In order to make this world a cleaner place,

I saw the cardinals bring the nuns to the chapel, forcibly undress the nuns, and let out a roar like a beast

Dirty things have to be cleaned up, right?

Filthy.

SF.

SF Light Novel

So, I shine.

Look, everything can be purified.

However, this time the nuns did not praise me, but looked at me with horror.

I was a little overwhelmed and felt that I had done something wrong, but I just followed what they taught, and the dirty things must be cleaned up..

Lord Bishop came to me and couldn't help asking him.

".--Did you do something wrong?"

The bishop said while rubbing my head with a smile.

...it's not your fault, it's the world itself is full of filth, and human beings are full of...

--You are not guilty.

That was the last time I saw the bishop.

After that, I was taken to a monastery surrounded by flower fields, and I was the only one living in the monastery.

Only during meal times would the nuns come to deliver meals and bring me a change of clothes. During the rest of the time, I'm the only one here. There are many books about Lord God, and I spend most of the time reading these books.

I feel myself becoming more religious.

With the passage of time, things that I didn't understand when I was a child can be understood.

Occasionally, a priest will come to tell me where there is filth, and I need to rely on my strength to purify it.

The bishop said that I am not guilty.

I did nothing wrong, I was purifying the filth in this world for the Lord.

I have always thought so.

"Do you really think so?"

Until one day I was asked that. ==

The person who asked me was a person who did not know when to appear in the monastery.

I call her Shadow.

Because her whole body is black, like a shadow, she looks like a girl about my age.

She appeared out of nowhere. Before that, I was the only one in the monastery.

She is completely dark, but otherwise she is no different from ordinary people. She can talk, see, be touched, and need to eat.

So after Xiaoying appeared, my life was more than a cleaning job.

Strangely, I don't think she's filthy, CExit

Although there are traces left everywhere, like a puppy peeing everywhere, it gives the impression of being dirty... but it doesn't make you feel sick.

My light can't remove her or the traces she left.

She is not always in the monastery, it should be said that she is not in the monastery most of the time.

I only occasionally come to the monastery for a few days like a traveler, and tell me some things outside.

On that day, Xiaoying appeared in the garden outside the monastery, and a butterfly flew into her palm.

After I saw her, I ran to her side happily, because the last time she came was three months ago.

Xiaoying folded her hands to wrap the butterfly and asked me.

"Saint, how far can you go?"

...Eh? Let's start?"

Xiaoying smiled, although she couldn't see her expression because she was completely dark, but I think she should be smiling

"Yes, just kill."

".Lose....

'As for human beings, insects such as cockroaches, mosquitoes, flies, etc. can be easily killed, so there is a saying that killing fish with hands, and then switching to frogs is difficult, switching to birds, Instead...everyone has it, the 'untouchable' life

.....

kill?

"Among them, the most difficult thing is probably 'human beings'."

"Of course, murder is an unforgivable sin.

"Then, how far can you go, sage?"

"Hey? Me?

"Aren't those pastors all here to give you some murderous jobs?"

"That is to judge sinners.

"It's just another way of saying it. In fact, it's murder. Or do you have no idea about it at all?

Xiaoying's remarks sounded like a wake-up call to me, a naive person who had never thought about this issue.

Since then I started to have a strong sense of self-blame.

Jing... is actually killing people.

No, that's not murder, those sinners should have...

But the essence is murder. SF Light Novel

Once you start to hate yourself, you won't give yourself any chance to forgive yourself.

Then it was as if he simply added up all his guilt.

I began to refuse to accept the mission of those priests, and I did not want to kill anyone in the name of purification.

Every day, every day, I shut myself in the confession room to confess.

But no one can understand me.

I am very lonely.

"let me out

In the gap in the window, I suddenly found someone in the garden.

Young men and women, fused together.

Defiled, filthy. filthy;.

It's like seeing the beast-like cardinal wriggling around the nuns as a child.

...they all look so happy.

Yes, I saw those nuns when I was a child.-...the faces on their faces were not frightened expressions, but happy smiles.

I also really want to be fast. Ah. No

Do not!

That is filth!

Finally, the limit is reached.

Looking back, the monastery is gone, the garden is gone, and everything is gone.

Xiaoying appeared in front of me and reached out to me.

"Holy, your light is really 'gentle'.

...Hey?

"Because whoever is illuminated by your light will die without any pain, won't they?"

That sentence is like what the bishop said to me back then, and it brought me redemption.

that's it--

In the scolding, I developed a rebellious mentality, and the limit came suddenly.

made me make up my mind.

This realization made me cry, and I couldn't help folding my hands and offering prayers.

I want to purify the whole world. mouth SE light

I believe that my faith in the gods has become stronger. Quan Xiao "now

"it hurts...

Can't die.

I remembered what Xiaoying said.

--The most painful thing is not death, but not being able to die when you want to die.

Ah, it is indeed so.

Why do I have to suffer like this?