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Since the night ended, the relationship between Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi seemed to have returned to its previous level.

Xu Zhimu has also been thinking about what An Xiaomi meant by what he said that night.

"As long as I can still be here one day, I will never leave you..."

During this time, An Xiaomi would also help him review his homework, and the two families would often have meals together. Everything seemed to be the same as before.

But Xu Zhimu knew that An Xiaomi seemed to have been hiding something on his mind.

Xu Zhimu studied until early in the morning almost every day. His foundation was not bad to begin with. In the last test, he actually returned to the top fifteen in the class.

However, it is still very difficult to get into key high schools with this score.

In the last month, Xu Zhimu worked on the questions almost in the middle of the night every day, and fell asleep on the table without knowing it.

However, the lessons learned in the past two years cannot be made up in one or two months.

After the high school entrance examination.

An Xiaomi's grades are still very stable, and she can get into almost all high schools in the city.

But in the end, An Xiaomi chose Zhengcheng No. 9 Middle School.

Although it was considered a key high school, she could have chosen a better one, but An Xiaomi finally applied for No. 9 Middle School on the grounds that it was close to home and could be a day school.

Xu Zhimu's grades have been much better than before, but his grades can only be admitted to an ordinary high school. Among key high schools, only Ninth Middle School can find connections to enter as a special transfer student.

At first, Xu Zhimu's family looked at the results and were silent for a long time.

In this case, the two people and their children will be separated.

The two families have been friends for more than ten years now, and the old Xu family is actually quite concerned about the matters between the two children.

Sometimes they even jokingly talk about booking a baby to marry.

But in the past, there was no difference, but as time went by, An's father's official position became larger and larger, and the old Xu family was just an ordinary working-class family.

This is actually nothing, but once the two children are separated during the critical period of high school, the gap during this period is self-evident.

But that night, when the two families were having dinner together, An's father offered to help Xu Zhimu find a relationship and go to Ninth Middle School.

The reason given by An's father was: "The two children are used to going to school together. Going to high school is a little far away from home, so we can look after each other on the way to and from school."

Xu Zhimu was stunned at that time and looked at An Xiaomi.

An Xiaomi raised her eyes slightly, looked at him, and then averted his eyes slightly arrogantly.

Just know...

After eating, Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi took a walk in the community.

"Xiaomi, thank you."

"no need thank me?"

"You should talk to Uncle An about school matters."

Xu Zhimu asked, and An Xiaomi lightly kicked the stones on the ground with her feet. She didn't answer but didn't refute either.

The two of them walked on the dark path that they had walked countless times. The wind at night after June always blew in the hearts of the people, and there was a trace of the sweet and sour taste of spring and summer.

Xu Zhimu looked at An Xiaomi next to him. Time flies so fast. He still remembers the first time they met. They were just kids hiding behind their parents. Now they are going to high school in a flash.

"Time flies so fast. We are all going to high school. I still remember the first time I saw you. You were so shy and shy, hiding behind your aunt..."

Xu Zhimu sighed and looked at An Xiaomi, who was wearing a small skirt at the moment, and he had already become slim without realizing it.

An Xiaomi raised her head to look at him and snorted: "What do you mean, are you saying that I am thick-skinned now?"

"No, no, I'm just saying... you, you are becoming more and more mature now."

"You say I'm old?"

An Xiaomi continued to question him.

"She's getting more and more beautiful..." Xu Zhimu said with a warm face.

"snort."

An Xiaomi slowly withdrew her gaze, then subconsciously lowered her head and kicked the stones on the ground. Although she didn't say anything, looking at the pace of her kicking the stones, she could still feel that she was in a good mood.

The atmosphere at this moment suddenly felt a little special.

"Yes, at that time, some people even boasted that they would protect me for the rest of their lives..."

An Xiaomi suddenly pursed her lips and said something.

Children may not think this sentence is particularly meaningful when they say it, but they are already going to high school.

This sentence seems particularly ambiguous.

Xu Zhimu scratched his head. Of course he would never forget his childish yet serious vow that night: "I was still young at that time..."

"But I think you are quite handsome when you say this."

An Xiaomi raised his eyes, and the girl's eyes flickered, which made Xu Zhimu confused.

He blushed: "So, what about now?"

"Ask yourself, can you still keep the promise you made to me now?"

An Xiaomi looked at him quietly, her tone a little annoyed.

Xu Zhimu was stunned, yes, if he couldn't always be by her side, what's the point of waiting for her?

Moreover, this time for the high school entrance examination, An Xiaomi had already stopped and waited for her once, so she couldn't keep making her wait any longer.

Those promises we made when we grew up together are no longer clear whether they are friendship or love.

"I will try my best to prove it to you."

Xu Zhimu nodded heavily.

An Xiaomi looked at him and finally sighed softly: "Idiot, I have said it several times. You are not trying to prove it to me, but you have to take care of yourself."

"But the future without you is meaningless."

Xu Zhimu gritted his teeth and said this sentence. This sentence even seemed like a confession.

An Xiaomi was in a daze for a moment. This serious Xu Zhimu was actually quite handsome, but when she thought of what happened before, she still snorted.

"Then I'll give you a chance and see how hard you work."

The two people walked to the door and each faced their own door.

Xu Zhimu turned around and couldn't help but say: "Xiaomi, if I can catch up with you when I reach high school...can you give me a response? Even if it's just to comfort me, lie to me once."

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An Xiaomi's eyes moved slightly, and she slowly turned around and looked at Xu Zhimu, who was looking at him with a hint of pleading. She thought for a long time and finally opened her lips softly: "I... can think about it."

Xu Zhimu's eyes seemed to light up. He suddenly took a step forward and held An Xiaomi in his arms. He only hugged An Xiaomi gently, but he felt his strong heartbeat: "I will work hard!"

After saying that, Xu Zhimu seemed to run away and go back.

An Xiaomi was stunned, as if she hadn't reacted yet. She stood there blankly... This guy is really getting bolder and bolder now.

However, An Xiaomi didn't hate it.

She looked at the direction Xu Zhimu had escaped from just now.

She showed a complicated smile.

But, I have never responded to you...

An Xiaomi returned to the room. Her parents were already asleep. She quietly came to her father's study and found it in the safe. The last time An Xiaomi came to find the medical kit to bandage Xu Zhimu.

She found a medical record buried at the bottom.

[Patient, An Xiaomi...]

She looked at the content above, and the corners of her mouth that had been raised just now were now stained with tears.

…

Zhengcheng, ward.

An Xiaomi coughed, her voice a bit astringent. Liu Ningqing took out a glass of water, helped An Xiaomi up, and drank slowly.

"These are the stories I had with him before I really knew my physical condition."

An Xiaomi's eyes seemed to have traveled through countless time, with a faint smile on her lips: "At that time, I really almost agreed to him..."

Liu Ningqing looked at her silently, this time belonged to An Xiaomi and Xu Zhimu, those more than ten years.

It's like a short storybook of youth stories. No wonder he is so unforgettable.

Liu Ningqing also had an unknown feeling in her heart. Just like what An Xiaomi said, she actually had countless opportunities to be with Xu Zhimu.

As long as she nods, Xu Zhimu's character means that no matter how bad An Xiaomi's health is, he will never leave her for life.

But just because of this, this is the reason why An Xiaomi has not dared to agree to him...

If one day she really leaves this world, what is left to Xu Zhimu may really be nothing but deathly silence.

An Xiaomi put down the water glass, and gently held Liu Ningqing's hand. Her cheeks were still weak, but she always had a peaceful smile: "Sister Ningqing, I am not saying this to show off, but to tell the story that follows.

, not only for me, but also for him and you, it is very important."

An Xiaomi's voice was also trembling. Her relationship with Xu Zhimu, which had lasted nearly twenty years, took a turn in high school.

"You tell me, I'm listening." Liu Ningqing nodded lightly.

An Xiaomi also took a breath slowly and spoke softly.

"Later, we finally got our wish and entered the same high school."

But because of their different grades, they were in two different classes when they were in their first year of high school. I was in the key class, and he could only be in the ordinary class..."

Although Xu Zhimu entered a key high school, it was because of the relationship. His real learning ability could not keep up with the school's teaching rhythm, and his grades were at the bottom of the class. At the beginning, he could still study hard and hard.

However, the two years of wasted study in junior high school cannot be caught up in a short time. No matter how hard he studies, his final results are always unsatisfactory.

But An Xiaomi at that time was completely different.

When An Xiaomi was in high school, she became more and more graceful. The girl's flawless figure, delicate face, gently swaying single ponytail, and every smile became the unattainable youth fantasy of many boys.

Moreover, An Xiaomi's grades have always been among the best, and he has been able to maintain the top five grades throughout his age. As long as he can maintain it, he will be a sure thing to go to a famous school in the country.

Therefore, there will always be boys around An Xiaomi who want to pursue her.

The students who can go to school here are either good at studies or have some connections at home. They are considered good among their peers. Those who dare to pursue An Xiaomi are naturally the best among them.

The second generation of rich people, the second generation of government officials, or some school officials.

At that time, Xu Zhimu looked too eclipsed in front of these people.

Even though An Xiaomi never responded to anyone's confession, Xu Zhimu's heart was already in chaos.

The only way he could think of was to naively occupy more of An Xiaomi's time every day and tell others that An Xiaomi was already married.

Of course, this naive approach can often be counterproductive.

At the same time, Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi go to and from school together every day, sometimes ride the same car, and always eat in the cafeteria together. The identities of the two childhood sweethearts are gradually spread.

One is a mediocre grader in a regular class.

One is a beautiful girl in a key class who is both talented and beautiful.

It's like a cheesy campus TV show.

This pair of special childhood sweethearts naturally attracted many people to discuss behind their backs.

Why does a toad want to eat swan meat? How can a pheasant be paired with a phoenix or something like that?

Although they didn't say it in front of Xu Zhimu, many boys were jealous, and some gossip would always reach the ears of Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi.

Even the teacher said in class that you should review carefully after class and don't go to other people's classes when you have nothing to do and delay other people's studies.

Everyone inside and outside was trying to teach Xu Zhimu.

After all, for the school, An Xiaomi is the poster child for famous college students in the future. If she is entangled in a relationship and affects her studies, the school will definitely find a way to get rid of some of them.

But the more this happens, the greater the psychological gap it brings to Xu Zhimu.

It was obvious that the two of them were everyone's favorite "young couple" in the past, whether in the family home or in elementary school.

But when they got here, it seemed like everyone wanted to break them up.

Moreover, the reasons why others wanted to break them up were all reasonable, which made Xu Zhimu even doubt himself.

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Of course, An Xiaomi also knows all of this.

She had a heart-to-heart talk with Xu Zhimu and told him not to put all his focus on her when he was in school. But for Xu Zhimu, who was sensitive, had low self-esteem and was powerless at that time, these words would only be counterproductive...

He even felt that I was leaving him too.

Until one day, he got into a fight with someone in school and was punished by the school and sent home to reflect for a week.

The reason for the fight was because a boy asked him to stay away from me, which made Xu Zhimu, whose emotions had been suppressed, completely lose control.

After returning home, my uncle and aunt also asked him the reason for the fight, but he never told me. After school, I looked at him with a bruised nose and a swollen face.

At that moment I knew I couldn't let him continue like this.

But at that time, Xu Zhimu's emotions seemed to have reached a critical point. When faced with my words, he roared out in grievance.

He said that I also want to learn well, but I really don’t know how to catch up with you. You know, that kind of insecure feeling that I have tried my best but still can’t get close to you, I really feel bad.

enough!

I remember, that was the first time he spoke to me so loudly."

An Xiaomi said this with a bitter smile on his face.

Outside the ward, Xu Zhimu was holding a fruit tray and was already standing outside the door. He listened along the gap beside the door, and the memories of that day also appeared in his mind.

After he fought with that man, An Xiaomi came to the room to see him.

But my character at that time was just that of an impulsive boy.

Faced with An Xiaomi's words, Xu Zhimu burst out emotionally.

"I also want to learn well, but I really don't know how to catch up with you. You know, I've tried my best but still can't get close to you, that feeling of insecurity. I'm really fed up with that."

Got it!"

When I vent my emotions and say these words.

An Xiaomi looked at him blankly, biting her lip, almost bleeding: "So, you went to find someone to fight with, so you didn't go to class well every day, and you gathered around me after class, so you

Go surfing the Internet with your friends, and always do your homework half-heartedly. Is this how you find a sense of security?"

Xu Zhimu was stunned at that time, and even he couldn't remember some things clearly.

An Xiaomi seemed to have read through his thoughts and showed a complicated smile: "Xu Zhimu, do you think I never pay attention to you? In your eyes, am I just so heartless?"

"I, no... Xiaomi, listen to me." Xu Zhimu looked at her tearful eyes and immediately panicked.

"Xu Zhimu."

An Xiaomi called his name, her eyes flashing brightly. She looked deeply at Xu Zhimu, who was bruised and swollen at the moment: "You once said that you would take good care of me all your life, but look at you now... you don't even care about yourself.

If you don't take good care of me, how can you fulfill your promise?"

With one sentence, all the emotions in Xu Zhimu's heart were silenced.

Thinking about this memory now... Xu Zhimu stood outside the door and let out a sigh of relief.

Yes, An Xiaomi can't really be blamed for what happened back then. Most of the responsibility lies with him. The way he was back then, he just wanted to get An Xiaomi's promise and make himself feel safe.

But he didn't consider what An Xiaomi was carrying in his heart.

At least, An Xiaomi will always be by his side, silently helping him become better, rejecting all the boys' attentiveness for his sake, and giving him one chance after another...

Speaking of which, the person who broke the promise first was not An Xiaomi, but Xu Zhimu.

These are all details that Xu Zhimu, who was in a head-over-heels state of love before, didn't notice.

In the ward, Liu Ningqing was also in a daze.

She could also understand how Xu Zhimu felt at that time. It was like she had always thought that relying on her own efforts to support a family with Xu Zhimu would shorten the distance between the two people little by little.

But in the end, Liu Ningqing tried her best, but still couldn't shorten the distance between the two.

This feeling of powerlessness is really uncomfortable.

An Xiaomi's eyes also had a hint of luster, and she shook her head gently: "Actually, I can't blame him entirely at that time. I also had problems at that time.

An Xiaomi sighed softly: "Ever since I found out about my physical condition, I have been worried because I know that Xu Zhimu has a stubborn temper. If I agree to him, I will really be with him.

, and if I leave suddenly one day in the future, I may also take away half of his life.

So, from then on, I took it upon myself to distance myself from him.

We will also go to and from school together, eat together, and sometimes go shopping with him, but in school, I will try to minimize my meetings with him.

I also became more and more willful, even unreasonable sometimes, because I wanted to slowly fade out of his world, even if it made him hate me.

It's better than accompanying me to gamble on a future that may be doomed to failure.

But, at that time, we were all very naive, always thinking about what we were going to do, so we made the choice for him without authorization, but this was actually unfair to him..."

An Xiaomi's eyes moved slightly, looking at the bedding and other accompanying things prepared by her parents next to her, and she slowly said: "I know, in fact, Xu Zhimu's most important question is not my answer, but his inner inferiority and inferiority complex.

Not confident.

Just like when my father chased my mother, my father was just a poor young man. The two of them looked at each other, but my father was too inferior to take the first step.

In the end, it was my mother who took the initiative to take the first step. Although my father finally chased my mother, she suffered all kinds of criticisms and looks down on her, and even the initial opposition from my grandma's family.

This kind of pressure almost made my dad give up the idea of ​​continuing to pursue my mom.

There is no way, in this world girls can still be tolerated without money or strength, but men really can't.

Therefore, I can also feel the emotions that Xu Zhimu is carrying now.

If I agree to be his girlfriend, it will only put more pressure on him.

Only when he truly has the strength to silence everyone, can he really make his own choice."

An Xiaomi also looked leisurely in the direction outside the door. She bit her lips and finally spoke softly.

"So, that night, I told him my first promise and my first lie..."