Reckless Youth of Delinquency

"At that time, my whole body felt as if a basin of cold water had been poured on me. Seven thousand, seven thousand, for a fourteen-year-old child, it is an astronomical sum! At that time, I was so scared that my whole body trembled and said I don't have that much money... Lao Ma, who had always been so kind, suddenly changed his expression and said, 'No money? Why are you playing slot machines without money? I'm not running a charity company?' Then he grabbed my Neck, he told me to pay back the money now or he would twist my head off."

"Having never experienced such a scene, I was so scared that I cried out of fright on the spot. All my friends also begged for mercy for me and discussed with Lao Ma how to resolve the matter, because I really couldn't handle it. Paying so much money... Hehe, they just led me into the pit step by step, but they pretended to be righteous. Poor me at the time, I really thought they were looking out for me and gave me all my hope. Place your trust in them..."

He Juan suddenly asked: "Who are they? Do I recognize them?"

Su Ze glanced at He Juan and said, "The ones you know are Zhao Bin and the others."

"Zhao Bin..." He Juan clenched her fists and said helplessly: "Why did you get together with them? They have affairs with the gangsters in society. Even we, the Seven Dragons and Six Phoenixes, are in trouble with them. Don’t offend the river, and try not to cause trouble if nothing happens!”

"How did I know? You have never told me this! I saw you greeted each other warmly when we met, and I thought you were very good friends." Su Ze leaned against the wall, feeling extremely helpless.

"We are all messing around in this way. Even if we are not in harmony in our hearts, we must be in harmony on the surface. How can you not understand this truth?"

"I understand now, but I didn't understand at the time!" Su Ze gasped: "I only know how to study hard, and I don't know anything else!"

"Yes, yes..." He Juan grabbed her hair and said painfully: "Because you only know how to study hard, and I especially don't want your thoughts to be polluted, so I never tell you about those gangsters. It's my fault, it's my fault."

"No, it's not your fault, it's my fault." Su Ze sighed and said, "I blame my poor concentration for jumping into the trap they dug so easily. At that time, they begged Lao Ma for a long time, Lao Ma thought for a while and asked me: "You really have no money?" I nodded and said: "I really don't have any money." I didn't dare to go home and ask for it. If my parents knew that I lost seven dollars playing slot machines outside, Thousand, I guess I will be beaten to pieces. Lao Ma said again: "Then I will teach you a way, you can pay me back my money slowly." I was desperate, as if I saw a glimmer of light, I immediately did not hesitate. So I agreed and asked Lao Ma to teach me this method quickly."

"Lao Ma took out a very small plastic bag from his pocket as if he had prepared it a long time ago." Su Ze gestured with his fingers as he spoke. It was about an inch in size. "I saw some white plastic bags inside. of powder.”

Both He Juan and I's expressions changed, and we could probably guess what it was - taking it out of Lao Ma's pocket, what good thing could it be? Su Ze continued: "Lao Ma told me that the cost of this thing is one thousand yuan. As long as I take it to the school and sell it, I can make two thousand yuan by changing hands. Then I will continue to buy goods from him, and I will make several purchases from him." The debt can be paid off. Even if I have never eaten pork, I have seen pigs running away. This thing has such a high profit, no matter how stupid you are, you can guess what it is. So I was a little hesitant at the time. Lao Ma grabbed my collar and said viciously: "If you don't want to do it, then just pay back the money quickly. It doesn't matter if you haven't come out yet, just use one arm to pay off the debt. One arm is worth seven thousand yuan." .’ Then he took a machete and tried to chop my arm.”

Su Ze smiled bitterly: "I'm not afraid of your jokes if I say it. I was really scared when I was only fourteen years old. What can I do? I had to agree to his request. Lao Ma gave me the things and asked me to report to him after school started. My classmates peddled the goods and let me go. On the way back, Zhao Bin and the others gave me advice on how to use my influence in the school. They said that a student like me with excellent grades and many friends could sell this little product. It's definitely not a problem. It's best to bring my girlfriend in. If you have the support of seven dragons and six phoenixes, everything will be even more worry-free..."

Hearing this, He Juan frowned, seeming to understand why Su Ze left her in the first place.

"At that time, I had vaguely guessed that this was a trap set by them together. They wanted to sell these shady things in the school, but they were worried about the existence of the Seven Dragons and Six Phoenixes, so they had to make plans on me and start from me. A gap was opened here, and He Juan was brought in first, and then others were gradually brought in... Of course, this was something I slowly figured out later. At that time, I just felt that I had already suffered, and I could no longer drag He Juan and He Juan in. I suffered together, so I told them that He Juan and I had actually broken up."

He Juan took a breath, and the flesh on her cheeks was trembling slightly. This girl, who was famous for her toughness in Beiqi, had tears in her eyes. Su Ze leaned against the wall and did not look at He Juan. Instead, he lowered his gaze and said slowly: "Of course they don't believe it, because He Juan and I are a golden boy and a beautiful girl. In the eyes of others, even if the world falls, We were trapped and it was impossible for us to separate. I told them that it was true and that I already had a new girlfriend. In order to make this lie more true, I found a new girlfriend the next day - —You know, it’s always easy for a boy like me to find a girlfriend.”

Su Ze raised his head, looked at the ceiling again, and continued: "The matter quickly reached He Juan's ears. She called to question me. I could only tell her to break up. We are not suitable..."

"Why don't you tell me the truth?" He Juan asked tremblingly.

"I told you that I don't want to implicate you..." Su Ze said in a nonchalant tone: "One person does the work and the other person takes responsibility. What's the point of involving your girlfriend? And selling this kind of thing is illegal. If you are not careful, you will be arrested by the police. Uncle, can I take him away?"

"But you were only fourteen years old at the time!" He Juan said angrily: "You were only fourteen years old, what could you do to resist?!"

"Just use your shoulders to resist." Su Ze yawned: "Later, you led people everywhere to look for me, saying that you would pull me out and beat me up. This was good, and it just made Zhao Bin and the others believe that we had indeed broken up. , I also took the opportunity to transfer schools, and came to Beiyuan No. 3 Middle School to sell these things. No one knew me anyway, and no one knew my past. I pretended to be a prostitute in the street, smoking, drinking, swearing, fighting and causing trouble. My friend, I sold batch after batch of goods without any psychological pressure... The money I owe Lao Ma? It was paid off eight hundred years ago. But once you step on this road, you can never retreat... …”

"But your nature is not like this." He Juan said, "You are obviously tired of this kind of life!"

"Nature?" Su Ze said, "I don't even know what my nature is. Maybe I was pretending at first, but over time I seem to have gotten used to it. I'm used to playing such a scumbag role and making others afraid of me. It’s quite refreshing. It’s like playing the role of a bully on the stage for a long time. It’s inevitable that you can’t tell the difference between the inside and outside of the play, and you even think you’re the bully off the stage…”

"I know." He Juan said seriously: "I have been observing you since the first grade of elementary school. I know that your nature is kind. You can't even bear to hurt a bird. How could you do other cruel things?" Something?"

"But that's the fact." Su Ze said: "I have changed, I have become cruel, cold-blooded. You have all seen the scene in the classroom before, didn't you even jump out and call me a scumbag? "

"Then change back again." He Juan said: "You are just used to playing this role. Many times you subconsciously regard yourself as a scumbag. Come back and spend more time with your old friends, and you will definitely be able to change back again." .”

"I can't go back... I can't go back..." Su Ze shook his head and looked at He Juan: "Just like you, no matter how much you lose weight, you can't go back to your previous slim appearance, right? You As difficult as it is to lose weight, it will be equally difficult for me to regain it.”

"Who said that?!" He Juan said, "I will definitely be able to lose weight back!"

"Really?" Su Ze crossed his arms and shook his head: "I don't believe it."

"Then we might as well make an agreement." He Juan said seriously: "If I can return to my original appearance, you must also slowly change your current self!"

"Okay." Su Ze said, "I would like to see if a miracle can happen, otherwise there will be no motivation at all."

"Then it's settled, just wait for your surprise!" After He Juan finished speaking, she strode towards the toilet door, opened the door and walked out. "Hey!" I called out, but she ignored me completely and left alone. "That's too much." I shook my head with a wry smile and said to myself, "I brought you here anyway, and now you're leaving alone..."

"Did you bring her here?" Su Ze looked at me strangely: "What is your relationship with her? Why did you bring her here?"

"She and I are friends." I said, "I don't want to see her go on like this anymore, so I brought her to see you. The original intention was to make her give up, but now it seems...it doesn't matter, as long as she As long as you can get out of that knot, make up your mind to lose weight, and live a good life, as long as the ultimate goal is achieved, everything else doesn't matter."

"Then you are such a good friend..." Su Ze said softly.

"You're not bad either." I said, "You clearly know that you can't change back, but you still want to use this to motivate He Juan to lose weight and force her to take the initiative to tell the promise. In this case, her motivation will be very great. ”

Su Ze looked at me in surprise: "Did you see it?"

"Only He Juan, who loves you deeply and wants to change you, can't see it." I said: "If you want to return to your original life, you must quit your current life. But you are selling white powder." , how is it possible to pull away just because you say you want to?”

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