The Perfect Hidden Marriage

When Su Jin is in a bad mood, what he likes to do most is to get himself drunk, put himself down, empty his mind, and have a good sleep.

This is not about trying to escape.

In her view: Thinking has always been a mentally demanding thing.

When the body is tired, the human brain will be very slow. Only when you sleep well and have enough sleep can you have a calm brain to carry out various analyses, and have enough energy to think about problems and then solve them.

Last night, Su Jin drank a glass of wine at the hotel, with a sleeping pill added to the wine.

She didn't treat herself badly, forcing herself to eat, drink, and then sleep.

Sleep as if dead.

Closing and opening the eyes is called sleep; closing the eyes but not opening them is called death.

People are willing to sleep because they know they will wake up after sleeping; people are afraid of death because they know that sleeping will last forever.

Su Jin likes to sleep when she is tired. Sometimes, I even think that one day in the future, if I can go through the process of sleeping without pain or injury, that would be a good thing.

It's just that this time, her sleep quality was not very good. Alcohol and sleeping pills couldn't calm her down. In her sleep state, she had random dreams, many of them terrible, and they were all from the past, painful and unsightly. .

In the beginning, human beings are inherently good.

But people have a good side and an evil side.

When everything is sacrificed in order to achieve a certain benefit, human evil will be nakedly revealed.

And she had witnessed with her own eyes all the ugly mental aspects of human nature.

The weak are innocent, the strong are terrifying.

All of these things were like ghosts, following her weak body and causing her to suffer a lot.

Brother Erjin is the only bright color among all the gloomy past, which can warm people's hearts - and the Su family makes her understand that in this world, there are more good people than bad people, and the bad people will get their retribution.

Finally, she woke up from the nightmare.

Yang Jiahui was sleeping beside him.

Her exclamation frightened her and asked:

"What happened?"

Su Jin hugged her body and shivered.

Yang Jiahui wiped her tears. Although she was curious about what she dreamed about, she didn't press her because she didn't speak.

After an unknown amount of time, Su Jin calmed down and asked:

"What time is it now? I want to go for a walk...I want to get some air..."

Yang Jiahui accompanied her.

The sky was gray, it was four or five o'clock in the morning, and the wind was a bit cool. Su Jin looked at the scenery along the way - it was obviously a beautiful scenery, but in his eyes, it felt cold and gloomy in a different way -

Mood determines the beauty of the scenery.

This sentence is true.

Because the mood is gloomy, the scenery becomes gloomy.

Otherwise, facing the dawn, he should have a happy yearning - the weather forecast said that it will be sunny today, which means that she can see the fiery red sun rising in the east - the gloom at this moment should be a sign of hope. of gray.

But now she has no such idea at all.

She walked slowly, and the small cobblestones had been polished by countless visitors, and she felt a slight pain when she stepped on them.

The cool wind made her feel cold.

After she came out, she never spoke again.

Because my heart is still in a panic.

She wanted to draw strength from nature, calm herself down, and find a way out so that she could feel at ease and no longer be in pain and hesitation.

Yang Jiahui followed behind, looking worriedly: Su Jin was too quiet.

That year, after she fell out of love, she was so quiet. In the end, she jumped off the bridge without saying a word...

Afterwards, she said: "It would be strange for a person who can swim to jump into the river and die. I just want to wake myself up... The cold lake water can have a very good stimulating effect."

After the jump, she did wake up, but if she said that she had no thoughts of dying that time, Yang Jiahui didn't believe it.

Today, she was quieter than that time.

Yang Jiahui went up and held her hand, not knowing how to break the silence for a moment.

After walking for a long time, she spoke:

"Su Jin, I think everything in the world has two sides. There is a good side and a bad side."

Su Jin stopped and listened quietly.

"When we measure the goodness or badness of a person, we often use our initial impression of that person. Whichever way you fall on the emotional scale, the percentage will be greater. Su Jin, this time, your emotional reaction is so big , does it mean that your love for Su Mubai is still lingering?"

Yang Jiahui asked softly what she was thinking.

Is the lingering feeling over?

It’s really hard to answer.

This was exactly what she had been thinking about last night.

From the age of eight to twenty-two, for fourteen years, except for the time when she went to college, she and Su Mubai got along day and night, and their relationship was as strong as gold.

She firmly believed that few relationships could match the depth, devotion, and unforgettable love between them... But life had torn them apart abruptly.

Yes, it's not betrayal, that's breaking up.

She had hated the man for four years and complained for four years, but he still loved her deeply.

But as for her, she married someone else. When he saw that he was about to succeed, she didn't stick to it. She married someone else, lost her virginity, and after falling in love, she found that the man who gave her short-term happiness was playing tricks on her. Try your best.

Yes, he used his scheming to possess her and make her fascinated by him.

so funny.

How ironic.

Her heart couldn't stop aching because of this fact.

Well, to be precise, it was these two men who were tingling the sensitive and fragile pain nerves in her brain.

"Hey, I said, you can't do this. You and Su Mubai have already passed. Xiaojin, please think clearly. Now, Jin Hengyuan is your legal husband. He is your man. And Su Mubai, he is Qin Xue’s man is Su Peng’s father…”

Yang Jiahui tried to persuade her, using morality and responsibility to remind her: some things are over when they are over, and they can no longer be forgotten. In life, there are certain principles that must be observed.

But was interrupted:

"Mu Bai is not Qin Xue's man, nor Su Peng's father... Jia Hui, we have misunderstood Mu Bai from the beginning to the end."

Finally, Su Jin spoke, but it was to defend Su Mubai.

"What? What did you say?"

Yang Jiahui was stunned:

"Misunderstood?"

"Um!"

Su Jin responded gently:

"To protect me..."

"Hey, why am I getting more and more confused the more I listen..."

Yang Jiahui felt that she could not understand:

"You should explain it to me carefully..."

"Okay...I'll tell you..."

Su Jin said in a low voice: "But before that, I want to tell you what happened before I came to the Su family. I have never mentioned those things to anyone. Because... they are very dark... "

She hugged her chest and walked forward slowly. She slowly told everything about what she had experienced as a child. Then, she also told Su Mubai's reasons for marrying another man. Not to mention the fact that Mu Bai is not the son of the Su family.

Yang Jiahui was shocked on the spot.

First, she didn't expect Su Jin to be so miserable as a child.

Second, they actually misunderstood Su Mubai.

It turned out that from beginning to end, Su Mubai had never failed Su Jin.

Although she was shocked, she couldn't help but feel distressed.

"Wu Bai shouldn't have hidden such a big thing from you. Why did he carry it all by himself? He's stupid, isn't he..."

Su Jin's eyes suddenly turned red again, he lowered his head and kept swallowing tears——

Yes, so silly, so silly.

He should have spoken out, but he didn't.

Or, he has other reasons for having no other choice, so he can only carry everything on his own...

"Now, what do you want to do?"

Yang Jiahui also became confused, but she still advised:

"Ajin, you belong to your husband now. No matter how much grievance Su Mubai has endured for you, you have already started your own family. If you want to get back together, what will Jin Hengyuan do? How can he agree? Moreover, he is waiting for You are so good."

Jin Hengyuan treated her very well.

But it's too scheming.

It was a bit hard for her to handle.

Covering her face, she sat on the stone bench by the lake, feeling confused.

Yes, what should she do next?

Sit quietly for who knows how long.

Yang Jiahui suddenly came over and pushed her:

"Xiao...Xiaojin, look, Jin Hengyuan is here."

Su Jin was stunned for a moment, then looked up, and sure enough, she saw Jin Hengyuan walking slowly toward her with his hands in his pockets on the winding path lined with trees.