The villain queen is eavesdropping on my inner thoughts and she won't let me lie down?

The question from the Queen of Eternal Night can be said to have directly caused a series of critical strikes on Roger's mind.

This is the core issue that has confused him tonight.

The Queen could not catch his voice again, because his mind was in chaos.

But the Queen of Eternal Night was not angry.

She felt that Roger's reaction was a good sign.

This meant that even though Roger knew the most desperate fate, he did not completely give up the empire.

He was still hesitating and had not made the final choice, so he was confused.

Charles's family has a good son!

If he declared his loyalty to the empire without thinking in this situation...

Then the Queen would still suspect that he was a traitor and was playing a big chess game with self-hypnosis.

Because it is simple for the ignorant to be fearless.

After recognizing all the darkness in the world, still loving this world, knowing that it is impossible to do it, that is the real courage.

She did not demand that Roger must do anything for the empire.

The ending is not yet determined, and you can still fight for a miracle.

But if the ending has been written, knowing that there is no miracle and still going to die calmly, it is really too difficult.

The Queen of Eternal Night looked at Roger quietly, patiently waiting for him to give her an answer.

Anyway...

Now that she knew the ending of the empire and was entangled and uncomfortable, she felt a lot more balanced.

This bastard was even more uncomfortable than me, eh hehehe!

And Roger was indeed as the Queen of Eternal Night analyzed, extremely uncomfortable and entangled.

It should be said that he had made a decision, but something happened and his mind changed.

He was familiar with the plot of the game, and there was always a smooth road in front of him that could easily win the favor of the gods, waiting for him to step on it.

Especially the Queen of Eternal Night must die, and the Qingteng Empire must perish.

Based on the biological instinct of seeking benefits and avoiding harm, this is an excellent choice that is not a loss no matter how you look at it.

Beautiful artifacts, strength and reputation, there are also many on that road.

I don’t want to work hard, just find Teacher Tianming to lead me.

That is no less beautiful than the Queen of Eternal Night, conquering countless players.

But being in the empire, seeing the changes made by the Queen of Eternal Night and the glory created by the unity and struggle of the whole empire, Roger's position has unconsciously changed.

Especially after the believers blew themselves up tonight, he went upstream and walked towards the center of the camp. When he thought about stopping the believers who were ordered to make up the knife, he felt unprecedented joy in his heart.

So far, he has no regrets.

Even if that would expose him to the gods and increase the uncertainty risk of his future "retreat".

But he felt that he was truly alive at that moment.

He remembered what little Joey said to him, that the glory of a soldier is to die on the battlefield, not in bed.

He was still a young man lying flat on the bed.

He wanted to live, but it was hard to cool his blood.

In some moments, he wanted to do something for this world, even if he was a fool holding a spear and charging at the windmill.

Obviously, there is a simpler and more glorious way.

That is very good, but I am resisting.

A time traveler with a lying-flat system and a promising future, but tying himself to a chariot that is bound to be destroyed, this must be extremely stupid, right?

After all the calculations, he did not have a final decision.

Facing the deep eyes of the Queen of Eternal Night, Roger suddenly did not want to lie to her anymore.

The slogan of loyalty can be shouted loudly, and lying is not difficult or burdensome for him.

But this time he chose to obey his true thoughts in his heart and said seriously:

"Your Majesty, I don't know how to deal with it at that time, but I do hope that the empire will never be broken."

The Queen of Eternal Night looked at him, and a smile gradually emerged from her eyes, and finally bloomed into a very bright smile at the corner of her lips.

The useless young master in front of him had been lazy, fearful, confused, hesitant, and desperate...

But he was not completely crushed by the fate and gods that blocked his way.

The Queen of Eternal Night said meaningfully: "Roger, you are very good. I believe that you will eventually find your own heroic path."

Hero?

Roger's heart seemed to be stung.

This is really a comment he never thought would fall on himself.

He smiled bitterly and said sincerely: "Your Majesty, you really think too highly of me. I never want to be a hero. I am just an ordinary little person. If I can, I just want to live under my sister's wings and be an ordinary dude, living a life of drunkenness and dreams, and living a long life. I don't want to use my brain even if I waste my time."

"Really? Maybe I know you better than you know yourself!"

The Queen of Eternal Night suddenly raised her hand and poked Roger's face, "Little people don't have much, don't expect much, and don't ask much from the world. But if some beings are greedy beyond Imagine that even the last thing a small person cherishes is taken away, and he has stepped over the line of death that he has retreated from again and again... How do you think this small person will react? "

"When a common man gets angry, blood will splatter seven steps?"

"Correct answer!"

The Queen of Eternal Night snapped her fingers and stared at Roger with sparkling eyes, "Small people are always good at endurance, but if they can't endure it anymore, their reaction will only be more intense and firm than those seemingly great heroes and heroes."

Roger shook his head: "Your Majesty, it's better not to have too high expectations of me. I'm afraid that the greater the expectations, the greater the disappointment."

"Are you teaching me how to do things?" Queen Yongye snorted, "Although I am not a few years older than you, I have met too many people. Do you want to bet that one day you will do something that you are not even capable of? Make the choice that you believe in and you will become a hero that will be remembered by all intelligent races under the starry sky.”

What she said was a bit domineering and unreasonable.

But in Roger's ears, it sounded a bit coquettish.

Inexplicably like an innocent little girl, pestering you to promise the beautiful doll she wants.

Heroes, stars, and the future may be the romance that only young people can imagine.

When a person reaches a certain age, just surviving becomes very tiring and becomes realistic. He is hunched over and can only see the soil under his feet, and can no longer see the distant light of the starry sky.

The Queen's unreasonable belief made him feel warm in his heart, but also very uneasy.

For a young man, the encouragement of an ordinary girl would make him make a lot of impulsive choices (or brag about how awesome he is).

What's more, the king of a country, the most beautiful, powerful and proud Queen of Yongye in the world, gave him such recognition.

Roger has always felt that he is really just an ordinary person, or a refined egoist.

He is greedy for life and afraid of death, hates poverty and loves wealth, is timid and afraid of getting into trouble, is lazy and lustful, he has all the shortcomings that small people should have and should not have.

Relying on the foresight of a time traveler and an unstable golden finger, some things were done, but they were all trivial.

I can't carry it with my shoulders, I can't lift it with my hands, I can't cast a single spell, I can't even perform a complete set of swordsmanship...

How could such a self be associated with the word hero?

So looking at Queen Yongye who was so determined, his heart gained the upper hand again and he chose to play it safe:

"I can't gamble because everything I own belongs to your Majesty and you have nothing to lose. This is unfair to your Majesty."

"Hmph, cunning!" Queen Yongye glared at him fiercely.

It's okay to be cowardly, but you still want to be clever like this.

So she mentally declared that she had won a unilateral victory today.

So the Queen of Evernight smiled again. She turned around and looked at the mysterious city destined to be sleepless. There was a faint cry that never stopped.

Her voice suddenly seemed to be coming from far away: "Roger, do you know why I believe you so much?"

"I really don't know."

"Because, I was just like you, I just wanted to be a little waste!"

A smile appeared involuntarily on the lips of Queen Yongye, "Ivy's little princess really doesn't have any ideals. She fights eagles and dogs, rides horses and hunts, practices magic in order to be able to bargain with her father during the wedding, she is greedy and loves to play, I also like to sleep in and dream with Anjie about what kind of Prince Charming we will meet one day..."

Roger listened quietly, knowing that the Queen was not lying.

According to historical data, when the Queen was a girl, she was indeed a carefree and idle person who did not care about government affairs.

"But with the invasion of the Kingdom of Wabruga, my world collapsed." Queen Yongye's voice suddenly turned cold,

"My father and mother are dead, my eldest brother and my second brother are dead. I returned to the Mysterious City from the Mage Tower. On the city wall, I can vaguely see the flames rising into the sky from Manu City."

"Soon, the troops of the Kingdom of Wabrugga pushed outside the mysterious city. As a military mage, I followed the light cavalry out to conduct reconnaissance. I saw villages that were massacred and burned, and the bodies of young girls abandoned on the roadside in disheveled clothes. , saw the father, the queen, the eldest brother, the second brother, who were hung high on the flagpole, like flags flying..."

"They died, and my parents and brothers who were very good to me died like this. I must admit that they were not good kings, queens, or princes, but they did not intentionally harm the country. They were just mediocre in ability and unable to Let this decadent country regain its glory and deserve a dignified burial, instead of becoming a trophy for the Kingdom of Wabrugga to show off their military prowess. The most rude enemy soldier can ridicule and comment on them..."

"I only had one thought at that time, Octavia, you can't cry, you must not cry, crying is of no use, it will only be laughed at by the enemy, and it will only make the people around you as weak as you. You have to think Kill them all. Your country must not be handed over to the invaders. Don't let all the people in the country become like that."

"I don't remember how I returned to the mysterious city. When I was sleeping, eating, and waking up again, I was kidnapped by my fourth brother. He said that the Ivy Empire was hopeless. This broken city couldn't stand it. Sister, please take good care of me. Prince Wabruga may be able to help our Shelley family retain a title..."

Perhaps this memory is too profound and shocking. Even after so many years, Queen Yongye's hands are still shaking involuntarily, and her voice sounds like it is coming from the depths of hell:

"My fourth brother talks about recasting the glory of Ivy. He encourages his father to fight this and that sword every day. He is preparing to surrender! He wants to send his sister to be a concubine for others! He is trying to persuade me to be a good wife. A dog, preserving the last bit of dignity for the Ivy Empire..."

"I spat in his face. I would rather be hung on the flagpole than do what he said!"

"Dignity never comes from kneeling, it comes from killing! My stupid brother, he is clearly looking for excuses for his timidity, okay? Hua Q! Hua Q! Hua Q"

The Queen of Evernight has a reputation for being cruel and murderous, but her aristocratic etiquette has always been impeccable.

This was the first time Roger heard her say dirty words, and there were a lot of them...

Dull swear words without any tricks, lacking the art of Brother Zaun?

But he could feel that she was really angry, and she was still angry with her fourth brother.

This was a historical fragment that he had read when he was compiling the history of the empire, but listening to it again from the perspective of the little princess at that time, he only felt a chill on his back.

There was nothing wrong with her scolding, and it was even a little sweet. He wanted her to scold him... Oh no.

"The fourth prince was a pure fool, and he died well! Hua Q!" Roger also scolded.

The Queen of Eternal Night spread her hands: "So you know what happened later, my historian? The prince of Jianzhi wanted to surrender, and the useless princess established an empire... Hero, tyrant, murderer, whatever they call me, I avenged my parents, and I killed the last bit of dignity for the Shelley family!"

Roger nodded slowly, and the Queen's achievements were known to the world.

From a certain perspective, she alone raised the Qingteng Empire to a height it should not have.

From the rapid collapse of the Qingteng Empire without the Queen of Eternal Night, we can see it.

The Queen of Eternal Night turned around, smiled at Roger and stretched out a hand:

"Don't think about who you are, think more about what you can do for this empire. Roger, no matter how much suffering you have faced, no matter how many dangers there are in the future, are you willing to work with me to prevent the day when the mountains and rivers are broken for the 400 million people of the empire?"

It is true that he did not explicitly choose the empire, but his heart has leaned towards the empire.

A lazy little guy who is afraid of death, facing the bloody cruelty of the gods, was not scared to run away or throw himself into the arms of the gods, which is already a good result.

Even if the prophecy comes true, she still has ten years, and the empire still has ten years.

She swept through seventeen countries in five years. How much can she do in ten years, and how many people can she change?

The level that requires Roger to make a choice has not yet arrived. She allows him more time to understand this empire and decide his position.

You have not grown into the hero I want to see, so I will give you time, stinky brother!

I have to say that when I think back to that desperate night of the empire, the confident, firm, tolerant and beautiful smile of Her Majesty Octavia Shelley at this moment is so beautiful that it makes people dizzy and heart-swaying.

She is a bright moonlight, she is a blooming rose, she is an indomitable dragon spear.

As long as there is a chance, she will pierce the eternal night and prove her tenacity and unwillingness to all immortals.

Heaven wants to kill me? I will cut the sky!

God blocks my way? I will kill God!

The deep blue eyes like the abyss and the sea are burning with flames, and the golden hair is flying.

This woman has been confused and hesitant, but in the end she chose to keep moving forward.

Roger looked down and looked at the little hand in front of him, which seemed to be weak and boneless.

Everyone in the world knows how much blood this flawless white hand carries and will create more blood.

"Your Majesty, thank you for your trust. I am willing to use my limited intelligence and ability to build a greater empire."

He finally reached out his hand and held the Queen's hand.

He did not promise to live and die with the empire. He did not want to be a hero. He thought it was a stupid thing.

But he was willing to do more for the empire.

He didn't know if he would regret it ten years later, but at this moment, he was willing to stand on the same front with the former waste princess.

Life or survival, he wanted to get closer to the former.

After a long time.

"Sir Roger, should I let go of my hand?"

"Thinking of building an unparalleled feat with Your Majesty, I am excited, my legs are weak, and I have to draw a little bit of strength from Your Majesty."

[Your Majesty's hand feels so comfortable to hold. I am afraid that I will have to tie half of my life to the empire with this impulse. I have to touch it for a while to get my money back! I will definitely not have the chance to touch it again in the future! 】

【Actually, what she said just now was like a wedding vow to be together regardless of wealth or illness... Speaking of which, Blood Mom's limited edition wedding gift is really beautiful! 】

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"It's okay, just lie down if you're tired!"

The queen snorted and flicked his hand away.

Roger was caught off guard and fell backwards without balance.

The queen was still not satisfied, so she raised her little feet and pressed half of Roger's head into the soft soil.

She couldn't help but be angry.

I have been so polite and personally invited you to such an extent, and you only tied up half of my life?

And this bastard is getting bolder and bolder. He dares to fantasize about me wearing a wedding dress and performing that kind of scene with him?

Damn it, how could I pose in such a shameful posture?

I conquer everything, and I must always be the one charging on top!

Huh?

What am I thinking about again?

Ah ah ah, how can I think about these things?

How could I possibly do that with this guy who is only a little handsome, but whose strength is terrible, who only thinks about being lazy and playing tricks all day long, and who keeps hiding his incompetence from the empire?

That is absolutely, absolutely impossible!

Even if I jump directly from the Storm Sea, it is impossible for me to have any connection with such a guy other than the relationship between the monarch and the minister!

Ahhhhhh, if I had directly dropped this guy with a meteor waterfall before, how could I have these lingering images now?

For very young men and women who have not experienced overnight growth, some fantasies and desires, once opened, are difficult to stop...

A soft sound of "pop".

The Queen of Eternal Night directly tore the space and hid back in Fengling Yueying Palace.

So when Roger pulled his head out of the soil, he had no chance to see the Queen of Eternal Night's face, which was red to the ears.

Due to some lack of knowledge, the full name of Her Majesty the Invincible Queen may be:

Octavia Kaguya Shelley.