Transmigrated As A Delicate Bundle Of Luck For A Farming Family

Chapter 471 Zhao's Restoration of Memory 3

Chapter 471 Zhao's Restoration of Memory 3

He knew that Zhao's family was going through a difficult time, and he didn't know if it would be useful to do so. He hoped that doing so would give Zhao's some strength.

Waiting for this process is difficult and tormenting, but they are very patient.

At this time, Mrs. Zhao was already deeply trapped in the painful memory of the past.

To restore memory is to go through the past memories bit by bit, and re-experience the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys at that time.

Her seventeen years of memories were all concentrated in this night.

Su Sanlang and the others were suffering while waiting, and the Zhao family was also suffering.

She kept Su Xiaolu's words in her heart, and said it over and over again in her heart, no matter how bitter the previous memories were, it doesn't matter, her future is happy, she has four children and a husband who loves her, her eldest son is Juren and martial arts are strong, the second son has already won the top prize in high school, the three-year-old daughter has promised to be the eldest prince, and the youngest daughter is a genius doctor.

Mrs. Zhao deeply remembered that when her consciousness was blurred, she saw herself as a child.

This feeling is very strange. She seems to be watching how she grew up when she was a child from the perspective of others.

Qi Xinyue's confession was correct, she didn't treat herself well at all.

When she was young, she liked her younger sister Yan Zhenzhen and younger brother Yan Zhiyuan very much. She and Yan Zhenzhen were less than two years old. At that time, she didn't know that her mother was dead, so when Yan Zhenzhen was born, she liked them very much.

She would lie on the bedside, look at Yan Zhenzhen quietly, and let Yan Zhenzhen hold her hand.

Qi Xinyue would push her away and ask the nanny to take her down.

These memories are not many. When she was four years old, she wanted to play with Yan Zhenzhen, but Qi Xinyue refused.

Yan Zhenzhen ate and lived with Qi Xinyue, she was very envious when she saw it, she also wanted to live with her.

But this is impossible.

Lonely, she asked the nanny next to her why her younger sister could live with her mother, but she couldn't.

The nanny hugged her, sighed and said, "Poor young lady, you are not her own, your biological mother went when she gave birth to you, and the second young lady is her own, so she will take the second young lady with you." without you'.

For a four-year-old child, she seems to understand, she still can't understand the joys and sorrows of people, but she understands that she and her sister are not the same mother, her mother died, she will never Without seeing her mother, she will never be loved by her mother like a younger sister.

So, she was sick.

Looking at the memories of the past, Zhao's heart was pierced like a knife.

It was also from this time that she longed for Qi Xinyue's maternal love to share with her.

So, she gave Yan Zhenzhen the things she liked very much, and gave Yan Zhenzhen half of the gifts brought back from her grandfather's house. Qi Xinyue saw that her expression improved a lot, and she thought this was maternal love.

When Yan Zhiyuan was born, Qi Xinyue suffered a dystocia.

Yan Zhenzhen was so frightened that she burst into tears, and it was she who held back her tears and hugged Yan Zhenzhen to comfort her.

She herself was very sad, she just didn't cry out loud, the tears of sadness and worry kept falling in big ones, at that time, what she thought was, when her mother gave birth to her, was it the same? It hurts so much, that's why her mother didn't get over it.

Qi Xinyue finally survived and gave birth to Yan Zhiyuan smoothly.

Yan Zhenzhen and her both went to see Qi Xinyue, Qi Xinyue was very cold to her, told her to go away, and said something very strange, 'cold-blooded little monster, I hurt you for nothing, go out. '

Yan Zhenzhen didn't understand, she lay beside Qi Xinyue and cried.

She didn't understand either. She used to comfort Yan Zhenzhen that her sister would not cry, but Qi Xinyue pushed her away. His indifferent eyes pierced her heart like a knife. The piercing pain made her very sad. She cried, But Qi Xinyue hated it even more.

At that time, she didn't understand that it was annoying.

All I know is that from now on, she doesn't see Yan Zhenzhen much, and she doesn't see her father much.

In the few meetings, Yan Zhenzhen always wants to forcefully take everything she likes.

She doesn't fight or grab, Yan Zhenzhen wants it, she gives it, she wants to play with Yan Zhenzhen, just like going to someone else's house and seeing other people's sisters.

But after Yan Zhenzhen took the things, she would turn her face, she said, 'You are not my own sister, who knows what you are thinking about, if I trust you too much, what will you do if you hurt me? '

Every time she hears these words, she will be very sad.

But every time we go to Qi's house together, Yan Zhenzhen will be very close to her again, Yan Zhenzhen is very lively and cheerful, her laughter is as clear as a bell, no matter where Yan Zhenzhen is, everyone's eyes will not be able to move away from her , everyone in the Qi family said she was a pistachio.

In fact, she also thinks so, even though Yan Zhenzhen often changes, she still likes this younger sister very much.

As she grew up, Qi Xinyue became more and more cold towards her.

Now that she is the governor, if Qi Xinyue doesn't like it, she will stop going to Qi Xinyue.

The nanny who took care of her said, "Missy is very blessed, the good days are yet to come, your grandfather will definitely find a good marriage for you, and Missy will be treated kindly. At that time, all the grievances of Missy will come to an end." All disappeared. '

What the nanny said, she remembered it in her heart, and she was very happy at the age of thirteen.

Even if she felt this memory again, Zhao felt the same as her former self, joyful and looking forward to it.

That year, her gentle grandmother often took her to many banquets, and she met Sun Yangxin.

Sun Yangxin is full of poetry and books, two

Everyone blushed.

When they met for the first time, neither of them said a word.

But not long after returning home, news came from my grandmother that they were going to get engaged.

At that time, she was fourteen.

After crossing Ming Road and setting a marriage contract, she and Sun Yangxin started to correspond.

Sun Yangxin often goes out, and he likes to write letters to tell him what happened to him.

And he wanted her to write back like that.

Her life is very quiet, her three meals a day don't change much, she just embroiders and plays the piano, and she rarely has the chance to go out of the house, especially after getting engaged.

Sun Yangxin said in letters, "There is a stream in the small temple in the south of the city, and there are shrimps and crabs in it. I will take her to see it in the future."

"There is a theater on the West Street, and they sing well in big operas. In the future, we will go to the theater together, and we can also write our own scripts and let them perform into big plays."

In such letters one after another, the two gradually connected with each other and developed feelings for each other.

The day of their marriage was set after she turned seventeen, when she was about to turn eighteen.

At that time, they would communicate a letter every two days.

Sun Yangxin wrote a lot of poems for her, and every sentence seems to be nothing unique, but it is acrostic poems, when connected together, the short sentences are full of lovesickness and anticipation.

She was shy and happy at the same time, and Zhao felt the same, but also deeply painful, because she was not all Yan Mian, she was still Zhao.

As the wedding day approached, Qi Xinyue took her out to offer incense and pray for blessings.