Zhui Xu

"The soft sister is like a meeting:

In the first nine months of the expedition, each person left a letter, leaving it to be sent after the sacrifice. After a lifetime, he was not worried. He thought about the previous day’s quarrel and left this letter..."

The time may be in the first month of the year. The location is in Zhangcun. Under the dim light in the night, the unshaven old man licked the tip of the brush with his tongue and wrote such a text to see "Yu Yisheng stunned, and I don’t care, I feel that I am very smart and bad.

"... Yu X16 from the army, seventeen murderers, twenty is the school, half-life Hummer... But to Jinghan thirteen years, Xia Village did not know that this life Menglang glitz, all illusory..."

His brush writing is wild and wild. It seems not bad. From the 16th Army, he began to recall the bits and pieces of his life, and then to the transformation of Xia Cun, holding his head and tangled for a moment, muttering: "Who is interested in seeing her mother?" These ones……"

Then I crossed the text with a black line, indicating that it was deleted, and I did not rewrite it with paper, and then opened another line.

"... Yu Xun from the army, half-lived Hummer, after entering the Huaxia Army, in the battle army or there is a place to be a book, but as a friend, consciously floating in the waves, not worth mentioning. The sister came out of the high gate, smart and beautiful, knowing the book For several years, I have been able to meet my sister, for the sake of this life..."

"Will you praise her too much..." The old man wrote here and murmured. The process of his acquaintance with a woman is not dull. When the Huaxia Army withdrew from the Xiao Cang River, he walked in the second half and temporarily took over the task of escorting several scholars. The woman was in it and took two more. The unhappy child, who made him tired and more fearful, was attacked several times on the road. He saved her several times and gave her two slaps. She also blocked him in a critical situation. The speed is dragged slower.

Later, all the way was a slap in the face, and the woman who had been ignorant of the book was forced to take this step, and only herself. The stupid children she taught were not so powerful.

"Hey..."

"...The plan of Yongqing's expedition is dangerous. I can't stay out of it with my brotherhood. This time, I went out of Sichuan, crossed the sword, and went deep into the enemy's hinterland. I died in the past. I didn't want to be here. When the other person is involved, the rest of the life, Meng Lang, can win the girl's favor, this feeling is in mind. However, the rest is not a good match, if this letter is sent, you, my brother and sister or the other side, but this brother and sister love, heaven and earth can be learned. ”

"...Yu is a Chinese military soldier. In the past ten years, the Jurchen has been brutal and deceived me, and the Wu Dynasty has been obscured by the Wu Dynasty. It is difficult to cheer up. In the past 10 years, the dead in the world is not counted, and the survivors are also in purgatory. It’s hard to tell about the miserable situation. Our brothers and sisters have been in troubled times, but they are the unfortunate life. They complain that they are useless and have to dedicate themselves to this."

"...the rest of the levy is imminent, only one person remembers to hang in the heart, if the rest can not return, the sister should be self-respecting, and later life..."

He took notes and scribbled it, but it was getting faster and faster, and he added a lot of words to ask someone to know how to live. When I got to stop writing, the two letterheads were sloppy and replenished, and I read them again. I also felt that the various words were not satisfactory. For example, the front of the front said, "There is nothing to worry about in a lifetime," and it’s very boring. Then I said, "I only remember one person’s heart." This is not a face of a woman, and it feels a bit sissy, and the second half of the blessing is also Will it not be sincere enough?

Before I started writing, I only intended to write a few sentences. After a few paragraphs, I thought about rewriting it again after I finished writing it. After I wrote it, I felt a little tired. After the expedition, he was all in these two days. I visited the house and drank a lot of wine at night. At this time, I was so sleepy that I didn’t care. The paper is folded and stuffed into the envelope.

The best is of course not to send it out.

He thought to himself.

On this night, I dreamed of the scene of the transfer from Xiao Cang River a few years ago. They fled all the way and walked forward in the mud and mud. Later, she was a teacher at the office. He worked in the General Staff. He did not look for it deliberately. He met each other a few months later. He greeted her in the crowd and then introduced to others: "This is my sister." The woman holding the book has a smile on the face of a big family.

Only when there is no other person, when she gets along privately, she will tear off the mask and slap him rudely and furiously.

......

The letter followed a large number of expeditions and was placed in the cabinet, locked in a dark and quiet place, so it took about a year and a half. In May, the letter was taken out and someone checked against a list: "Hey, how is this given..."

The letter was transferred for two days and was sent to an office not far from Zhangcun. Due to the tense wartime situation, the woman named Yu Jinrou, who was seconded to this side, received the letter. In the office, there are Li Shishi, Yuan Jiner and others. When they see the style of the letter, they understand what it is and they are silent.

In the May of the southwest war, the Chinese military held several celebrations, but the atmosphere that really belongs to this place is not an impassioned cheer. In the busy work and aftercare, the people in the whole force have to bear, There are countless bad news and the crying that comes with it.

These days, like that crying, people have seen too much.

Of course, when Jin Jinrou received this letter, it made people feel a bit strange, but it also made people feel lucky. In the past few years, as the younger sister of Zhai Jinnian, Zhai Jinrou, who knows the book itself, has many pursuers in the military, either bright or dark. But at least on the bright side, she did not accept the pursuit, and there are more or less in the dark. Rumors, but that is rumor after all. After the death of the martyrs, a suicide note was sent, perhaps just a unilateral act of one of her admirers.

- As a result, at least one less person is hurt.

They saw Yan Jin soft face tearing open the envelope with no expression, and took out two messy messenger letters. After a while, they saw tears falling down, and Jin Jinrou’s body trembled. Yuan Jiner closed the door. When the teacher used to hold her, the hoarse crying finally came out of her throat...

They didn't know who was writing the suicide note. I don't know which man had been favored by Jin Jinrou before, but after two days, there was probably a guess.

Zhuo Yongqing, who came back from Changsha, returned to Zhangcun and set up a small mourning hall for the deceased brother: this kind of private ritual has been simplified in the Chinese military for the past few years, at most, only one day, thinking of chasing. Mao Yishan, Hou Wu, Hou Yuanzhang and others have rushed back.

The sacrifice is the channel.

Before the Tanzhou decisive battle began, they were caught in an encounter battle. The channel armor wore Zhuo Yongqing’s armor. It was quite conspicuous. They encountered an enemy’s turn attack, and Quqing held an enemy general in the fight. The cliff fell to death.

雍金柔 went to the mourning hall to worship the channel, and many tears flowed.

......

The sun and the moon alternate and the water flows.

In this May, Jin Jinrou became one of the many cryers in Zhangcun, which is one of the countless tragedies experienced by the Huaxia Army.

At this time, my brother, Jin Jinnian, has already gone to Chengdu to prepare for some new things that are about to begin. Jin Er, Yun Zhu, and teachers have come to comfort her. Zhuo Yongqing also came over to talk to her about the celebration - in fact She used to comfort people in the past, but when things really came down, she realized that such comfort was not of much use.

In the first three days, the tears were the most, and then she had to pack her mind and continue the work outside and the next life. From Xiao Canghe to the present, the Huaxia Army often encounters various bad news, and people are not qualified to indulge in this.

After that, it was only occasional tears. When the memories of the past floated in the heart, the feeling of sorrow and grief would truly surge, and the tears would flow out. The world is not real, just like when someone dies, the whole world is torn away by something, and the hollowness in my heart can no longer be added.

She is not a girl. A long time ago, she used to have a short marriage of a parent's life. The other is a weak individual scholar who died soon after getting married. At that time, she just felt awkward, but there was no such thing as a heart being dug away, leaving a feeling of darkness and emptyness.

Every morning, she got up very early. When it was not bright, she sat up in the darkness. Sometimes she found a large piece of wet on the pillow. Qu Qing is a hateful man. When she wrote the letter, she was so contented that she wanted to slap him in front of him, follow the stupidity of Ning Yi’s vernacular, and recall the experience on the battlefield. When I wrote the last note, I thought I would die? Probably not seriously thought about it, idiot!

"Idiot, idiot, idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot..."

She kept holding a pillow in the dark.

I also deliberately asked what "the quarrel in the previous day...", the day before he wrote the letter, now the day before the year and a half ago, he gave Zhuo Yongqing a nine-death life opinion, and then he did not want to go, want to follow .

"It may be dangerous... there is no way." She remembered that he said that at the time, but she did not stop him. She was suddenly stunned by the news, and then hinted in the panic that he was leaving. , set the name of the two.

He refused. In her opinion, after a little smug, poor suggestion and poor rejection, she was angry and did not take the initiative to reconcile. Before the departure, the other party connected with various friends every day, drinking, saying heroic promise, man It was incurable, and she could not get close.

"idiot……"

It’s a small morning, a hazy day, and Jin Jinru’s work and life day by day. It seems to be no different from others. Soon after, there are pursuers who survived from the battlefield come over to find her, give her something or even Raising the pro: "...I thought about it at the time. If you can come back alive, you must marry you!" She refused one by one.

If the story is here, it is still the unparalleled one in the trillions of tragedies experienced by the Huaxia Army.

On the fifth day of June, when she got off work, she saw an old man who was carrying a parcel, a dusty servant, and a few familiar military aunts slobbering on the ramp in front of Zhangcun:

"...hahahahaha, how can I die, he said... I hugged the **** and fell down, took off my armor and walked along the water... I don't know how far I went, hahahaha... people village The people in the village don't know how much enthusiasm, know that I am the Huaxia Army. The daughters of several families want to give it to me... Of course, it is a big yellow niece, hey, there is a whole day to take care of me... I, Qu Qing, a gentleman Ah, right?"

Yan Jinruo stood there for a long time, tears fell down again, and the teachers and other people along the side accompanied her. On the road, it seems that Zhuo Yongqing and others who heard the news are also running, and the channel is waving with the other side. Say hello, an aunt pointed to him behind him, and Qu Qing came back and saw the close Jin Yurou.

"Hey, sister..."

With a bang, Jin Jinru slaps and slaps it. He hits on the face of Qu Qing. The slap sound is crisp, and the aunts on the side are all round, and they don’t know how to persuade the teacher to wave behind. The mouth is mouth-shaped: "Nothing is okay..."

"...... Why do you hit me!" After suffered a slap in the face, and only then celebrate canal to hold each other's hands, and a few years ago he had hit Yong Jin soft, but now naturally can not fight back.

"...you are not dead..." Yan Jinrou had tears on his face and his voice choked. Qu Qing opened his mouth: "Yes, I am not dead!"

"--You haven't died and sent any suicide note!" Yan Jin said with a big cry, kicking a foot on the channel.

"... ah? Send a suicide note... a suicide note?" What happened to Qu Qing’s mind, and his face was red and red. "That... I am not dead, I am not sending it, you... Is it right if Zhuo Yongqing is a **** saying that I am dead..."

Zhuo Yongqing has already ran over, he flew up and wanted to kick the channel: "You are not dead by his mother--" but because of the hand of seeing the channel and the sputum of the sputum ~www.wuxiaspot.com~ this foot Kicked out.

Mao Yishan also ran over and kicked Zhuo Yongqing out of his feet: "You lie to my mother, haha-"

Zhuo Yongqing smothered tears and climbed up from the ground. Their brothers reunited. They had to hold together and even wrestle for a while. But this time they all noticed the hands of Qu Qing and Yu Jin softly in the air...

In the setting sun, everyone's eyes are suddenly flexible. Yan Jin softly shed tears, and the channel was slightly blushing, but then the hand held in the air decided not to let go.

......

"...two people, finally decided to become a relative."

On June 15th, I finally met Ning Yi’s Master Li in Chengdu and talked to him about this interesting thing.

This is the only tragedy that the Huaxia Army has experienced recently. The only thing she knows is a story of comedy...

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